Pain,Sadness, and other Randomness

So...I know I havn't written in a while and I apologize. Sometimes I get to busy, and sometimes, I just don't know what to write. So here I go.

I am sure that most of you that read my blog read my mom's. So that means you know we are moving. I'm excited yet I'm not. I'm going to miss our house very much. Especially my bedroom and my bathroom! I'm going to miss the coming over to Grandma's and Grandpa's house just to visit. I'm going to miss having my friends over, and being loud. Even though they said we can have friends over, its not going to be the same. I'm excited for my mom though. Cause I know she really wants to go back to school, and stay home with us kids so she can teach us. So thats all I really have to say about the house thing.



In December, my mother ( yes Im using Mother. I tend to use it when Im not happy about something!:)) Schedualed Jordan and I to go to the dentist. Ok first off I HATE the dentist. I hate the fact that they put things in my mouth, and so on and so forth. Now Jordan was pumped up! I mean it was like Christmas for her. She wants braces! Yea I wonder how long she will want them after they are put on??!?? :)So we get there, and just to top everything off it was my least favorited dentist. Dr. A and I just dont get along well I think. Hes not the nicest person in the world. Well anywho, I'm lucky number one, so I go in they do some X-Rays, he looks at my teeth, nd proceeds to tell me whats going on. about 5 or 6 years ago, I got a root Canal done. Yea that was a bunch of joy. Dr. A tells me that its not HEALING RIGHT! Are you serious!?!? You couldn't have told me a while ago? So he gives my Grandpa the number to the oral surgons.( Score..Not) Jordan goes in, Comes out and announces I GET BRACES!!! Yea shes pumped. She bugged mom for a week about when the ortho appt. was. So mom called the Oral surgons and they set me up for Tuesday January 27th. Yea I'm not so excited.

We get to Omaha, and find the place. We sign in, and the nurse takes my mom and I to the back. Mean while im clutching to my MP3 player bag. If they are going to do surgery, Im listeing to music..End of story. They take me into this room that doesnt look like a dentist office room...Looks like a place in the doctors. They have a heart monitor, and everything..So Yea im freaking out a little. The nurse comes in and my mom and I had talked about Putting me to sleep while this is getting done. In fact my mom was joking how she could pay them to put enough gas in me to let me sleep longer.The nurse is just taking the notes she needs then says So are we putting you to sleep today? I say umm Yea! She then proceeds to tell me That they use an IV! Not a gas mask! An IV! Ok I don't know about you guys but I dont like needles in my hands and arms. So then another nurse comes in tells me she will mostlikly put it in my arm. At this point, I dont see the point in surgery.....The Dr. Comes in. And he is a really nice guy! I was happy to have a nice Dr. He talks to my mom. As he was the nurse starts putting heart monitor stuff on me. She tells me she will be monotering my heart and IV and stuff. Yea If I wasn't freaked out before I was then! So I put on my MP3 player Say good-bye to mom cause she has to leave. Then the other nurse grabbed my hand and said she would hold it. yay! It was truly a comfort at that moment. I dont care how old I am I was gonna hold her hand! they even gave me one of the thoese oxyogen things that go in your nose...The one nurse put the IV in my arm and within a few minutes I was out. I woke up and I wasnt very coherent. I saw the DR. With a string going in and out of my mouth, then I went back out for a minute. and I woke back up and he was gone, To me it went fast. They took out the IV, and the heart monitor stuff. I shut off my MP3 player. And my mom came in. I couldnt talk very well due to the fact I had Gauz in my mouth, and my mouth was numb. They gave me my meds, and my restrictions and I left. The cool thing I remember, was my mom and I prayed before everything happend. I remember I went to sleep with Believe by building 429 playing and I can remember christian music playing in my ear the whole time. I dont remember the names of the songs but I know it was playing. I woke up to it too. It was truly amazing, and I knew God, was there comforting me. He was the Older Lady, my nurse who took my hand. Telling me It was gonna be ok. He was there the whole time comforting me.

So its Thursday. My face is still swollen a little ( joy..not) My mouth still hurts...Im still taking meds. I feel tierd alot thanks for the Vidicon. I thank my mom, Grandparents and Jo. My mom for caring, and being a mommy, to her girl who is in pain. My Grandparents, for letting me take over their bedroom during they day!!! To sleep, watch TV. and go on the computer, all in one room! To Jo: who has done alot for me. Going over home and getting things, bringing me water, napkins, jello, ect. I love you guys!!!!!!!!